How is it to be left alone, sometimes for the terrible
things you do to someone, in my case to
self and it is reason enough for me to be in a condition I am in and not sure for
how long, may be forever. When is the time one get over all the troublesome
things, what age is it when it really doesn't matter. I wonder if I can skip to
that age, to realize what actually matters or may be the scroll was always empty.
Life is about making mistakes, regret, correcting them and then
being happy. We revolve around this vicious circle for all the years we live
for with different emotions, fear, anger, love, lust, jealousy,
desire, helplessness, guilt and of course happy. Can we really chose
and override these emotions, can we be really happy while making mistakes, can
we be sad even after correcting them, guess no one knows it for sure.
Is there
really something to look forward to, my thought deepens as the days passes by,
as emotions change, naturally and forcefully. How small or big occasion should I look forward to,
wouldn't a good one going to lead to another sad one, will it ever stop? Did it
ever stop for anyone out there?
