It's so weird and disappointing to find myself in this situation when i have very few people by my side and people are living the lives which i dreamt of, i come home and there is nothing more than a TV and a concerned mother, i am sick of it already. I did not deserve it for sure, not if you pay the debts of your bad doings in the same birth, i dont remember doing bad to anyone in 30 long years. People are happy and i dont feel bad for them, god bless them all, but i feel bad for myself that there is no one except my mother to take care of me, to love me, to wait for me, to link their life with me, and here i am sitting alone at this time of the night thinking to myself, may be someday i will get over all of these things, may be someday i will be satisfied, may be someday i will be able to do justice to my mother. Help God, i am one of your good children.
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